You introduced me to the darker side of you that night, one who’s actions were fueled by the liquid courage you had been consuming since the early evening. Unstable and aggressive; mean and possessive. Your strength had doubled and you weren’t anything like yourself. Everyone around was a target to your drunken madness. You were rude to our friends and to me, your best friend and I taking the worst of your antics.
You were rough; harsh.. Forceful.
You were relentless and inattentive to my constant pleas to stop. That side of you terrified me. That side of you made me uncomfortable to be around you. I didn’t want to be around that ever again.
It’s five o’ clock in the morning, and I’m thinking up a storm here. These thoughts and visions, just racing a hundred miles a minute. They keep me going, keep me awake… and at this moment, I couldn’t care for rest.